Happy new year 2013

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Happy new year everyone! I Seriously hope this will be a good year for everyone. Love my family & buddies! <3

From single lady (SL)

Last day of 2012

Today is the last day of the year. Reminiscing 2012 and looking forward to 2013. It's the turning point for me, major changes if I can pass the paper and graduate. Still not sure which path I should go, uncertainties. I want next year to be a better year since it has 3 in it. Lolll, what a reasonn, of cox I wan it to be better from year to year. I'm grateful of everything now. Thank you 2012!

Greeting from Melbourne

Yesss, I'm finally here!

Super short post! Landed here safely and feeling happy!!!

Sorry! I feel like acting cute here with my new bought neck pillow cox I'm soo happy!! One of my wishes come true! Thailand or Bali next year plssss!

#01 Daddy and daughter

Inspired by Timothy Tiah aka fatty's famous fatty and shorty say series, I decided to blog out the conversations between my dad and I too. I named it "daddy and daughter".

My first attempt. 请多多指教lolol.

It happened at the hotel we stayed in Pulau Pangkor.

Dad: Eh later you let me bath first.

Me: Why? Let me first cox I haven shower one!

Dad: Aiya, I'm faster than you what. Just gimme 3 mins will do.

Me: You say one ar. What if you exceed 3 mins?

Dad: Then I'll leave the room loh.

Me: Okay you said 3 mins ah. *trusted him 100%

*bathhhh

Me: Hey dad!!! It's more than 3 mins already!!! *look at the watch* it's even more than 10mins!

Dad: okay lah almost done!

Dad walked out after few mins.

Me: Why you cheat me?

Dad: No lah, you heard the wrong thing lah, it's 30 mins not 3 min.

Me: wtf =_________________= you cheat me loh!

Dad: hahahahahahaha!

Me: *rolled eyes

#03 Daddy and daughter

It happened when we were wandering at Pulau Pangkor.

Me standing at the road side stall, carefully searching for pretty bangles and necklaces.

Me: Dad, you see this pretty or not?

Dad: Wa pretty leh! Not expensive somemore!

Me: yesss! I want but I got no money!

Dad: *ignores* *picking up some bangles and try on it

Dad: What did you said just now?

Me: Aiya, nothing la. *Saw what he is doing* wtf dad, what are you doing? Those are for girls lahhh!!

Dad: cannot try meh? Pretty leh..

Me: But it's for girls lahh..

Dad: Aiya never mind lah. *laugh at me

Me: You crazy!

Dad: Nahh, give you rm50 buy whatever you like lah.

Me: oh yay! Thank you! *touched

End up I keep the money and did not buy anything wtf. Now I regret cox it's so cheap.

#02 daddy and daughter

Having supper together.

Dad: You're going to Aussie right?

Me: Yes, why you ask? I go find my friend ah.

Dad: Find a job there and no need come back lah.

Me: Wa... You don want your daughter come back? Why you like that?

Dad: *ignores

Dad: Eh your friend going back to Malaysia isit?

Me: Yesss, I'm going back with my friend on the same date lah.

Dad: Can your friend don come back?

Me: *secretly thinking (wtf I'm not finding my ex bf ok?!!!) of cox coming back lah, told you I'm going there to find my friend!

Dad: Why your friend coming back? Can your friend don't come back? Go there find a job loh..

Me: Aiya youuu..


Seriously dad, I'm going there to find my friend and is a SHE. I even show my dad her pic and he still thinking I'm going there to find my ex bf (he doesn't know he has becme my ex wtf).

是这样吗？好乱。

天意弄人，已有了变数。在茫茫人海中，难道是你？怎么会这样？看着办吧〜

20122012

This is one of the beautiful dates in 2012. Double 2012. A day before the so-called "end of the world" and also a beautiful day for me.

Spent the whole day with awesome people.

Had breakfast with one of my bff.
Meet up with long lost bff.
Went temple with a kid.
Roller skating with friends.
Shopping with one of my bff.

It's awesome to meet up with different people in a day. I guess you will make my day better with you along but... I know you had an awesome one too. :)

1003

I "retweeted" this to Facebook. And such a coincidence it happened to be at 1003! It might not be special to you but it definitely has special meaning to me. Haha I know it's lame but it's my fav num combination.

Cheers!

Do you still care?

What if I disappear for a month and have no updates in any social website including this blog?

Do you still...care? 

And, finally change my facebook profile pic! Nice or not? :D

没有如果

如果我们不曾相遇那该有多好？

你到底想怎样？

#05 Hate you

You're like the wind, you don't know what you've done.

I will not fall for you.

I just won't..

Hrmp!

It's not what you've said. It's your attitude. 

So please... 

I will, I will not fall for you.

Stress level: 100% 🔜 200%

As you see, now that's really less than 12 hours to the very last paper in 4 years!

Stress level: 200%

Difficulty: 5/5

Preparation: 2/5

I'm no kidding, it's really 2/5.

Wish me luck people. Please pray for me.

Buddha , I need you now.

鱼儿鱼儿，你在哪？

3 months ago

Mobile blogging.

3 months ago, I thought I could no longer endure the pain cox it really hurts. It really does. The person I trusted the most after my family. Time flies, with a blink of eyes, coming to the end of semester. The wound is healed but leaving a scar behind. After so long, this post is about you again cox of some reasons. Lately, some people keep asking me about you and this is frustrating. Please don't misunderstand, I'm getting over it already. The previous post isn't all about you as well, please don't make such assumption. It's just I don like people to ask me things that I don wanna repeat it over and over again. But i don blame them cox they're completely ignorance of our stuff. Four years was quite some time, no wonder our names are linked together. You're still very important to me, always.

I'm single and I'm happy. That's it.

I am number 3

This is my fav number (From 1-9). I automatically smile when I see my fav num especially the combination of num which has 3 in it. For example, "1003". All time fav cox that's my birthday, 3 Oct. Even the blog you're reading now, which is mine of course, has 1003. Whenever I see the time stops at 10:03, I'll be very happy cox I think I'm lucky *silly girl. I told my friends about it and they said I'm too lame to be happy cox of this lame thing. •__• what lar? Lololol. If I have to give myself an English name, it will start with E cox it's the reflection of 3 (How smart? Hahaha, jk).

Typing out this lame post for the sake of updating my blog wtf. Good night.

有时候我还挺希望你这样对我说。

想听。。。

Vampire

I feel like a vampire tonight.

It's all red. And, you're in my eyes!

Stay away from me. Or else, you'll be mine.

#04 Right or wrong?

Blood is pumping up to my head. Blushing cheeks. Dizzy head. 

I don't know whether it's right or wrong. 

Everything just out of my control. Because I never plan it to be happened in this way. It's just too awkward. 

But you seem....so normal and even, Idk...whether we're right? But you're the one who make this happen. What is that huh? Just awkward. *Bangs Bangs Bangs Bangs head on the wall. 

TRYING TO BE COOL. 

#03 You're number 13

You're number 2 and I'm number 3.

Also, you're number 13 in my list. What's my number in your list? ;)

#490,815,686 (Reversal) 

LOVE

明知道不可能，明知道是个陷阱, 却想狠狠的爱下去。你们试过不？

#02 Wish me luck!

Final exam start tomorrow! 

So many readings but I couldn't finish all. The consequences of being sooooo last minute.

This subject isn't that easy as well!

Demotivated and low morale! 

BUTTTTTTTT, feeling energetic cox of you. You're my motivation. 

Sooo, JIA YOU MAN YEN. YOU CAN DO IT. BUT NEED YOUR BLESSING AS WELL LA. *wink

#01

There is always someone who loves you, secretly. I wonder..what's on your mind? Why can't you read what I've wrote to you? ||___|| Why do you leave people hanging there? You silly pig!

Beginning of December

Freedom, come to me. I think I must be your number 1 stalker.

The Complain Queen

It's been the third week, I stayed at school continuously. Day and night. I feel guilty cox my house is more to a hotel to me for the past few weeks. I went out early and back after 11 at night. And, I feel like puking cox every meal are done outside, so sick of it. I used to complain home food cox it's tasteless but somehow i miss it especially these few weeks. I feel very warm when I finally get back home for dinner (SOOOO happy lolx), few days ago. So, hello future husband, you read this? I want you to cook for me. :P

This final semester is really hard on me cox we did everything like quite last minute. Late submission blah blah blah but the result was surprisingly good. I was like O___O cox we got the highest for some of the assignments. Today, the day that I've waited for has finally come to the end cox I've been working so hard for the final report. I'm glad that our hard work paid off cox overall performance was quite good. But the process is seriously tough cox not all members are doing their work and even if he did, it's partly wrong wtf. Thinking back really make me to roll up my eyes (Sorry, I just couldn't control). Only few members are productive wtf.  For the final presentation, I just don know why I am that nervous and shivering from inside wtf. Trembling hands and sweating palms. I never feel so gan jiong before ahhh. Anyway, it's over & the feedback is kinda good. Buddha loves me. :3

Now pray for my final exam which is on NEXT WEEK. ll___ll Still have 4 days to study all the chapters. KILL ME.   kthxbye. 

How I wish

It's part of the decoration in the spring. So pretty right? 
How I wish to stay longer... 
How I wish....you're here with me and have a twilight night with me. ll_____ll IMY.
How I wish..you never make it so complicated.

Burnout

Literally dead. So many things to do in limited time. When should I suppose to study? I've got to work dance and study! Stressssss~ Can I cope with it?

Men are all like that

A recent song that I love by Kim Jong Kook. :')

''Men are all like that, I wouldn't be any different

I valued you at first and I flew away

I had all of your heart and I flew away

Men are all like that

It seems like I could never catch your heart

But little by little, your heart became to come into my hands

Now I feel burdened when you say you can't live without me

I used to stay up all night, worried that your heart would change

When I opened my eyes, I called you to make sure of your voice

I used to hope that moment last forever''

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当下，永远胜于三心两意。

Sneak peak for Swinburne prom night

Event: Swinburne 2012 Prom Night
Theme: Red Carpet Glamour 

This is the first and also the last time joining the prom by my uni. Seriously not worth it cox the food seriously just ..... not so nice. I just ate few prawns and soup. And the performance... also... LOL. Not gonna comment it. 

Yay! My first friend I first met in Swinburne. Finally get to talk to her after so many years lol. 

My buddy! ;)

Super light make up that you can barely see anything on my face HAHA. 

Me with the Sexyyy.

More pictures to come. To be continued...

还有勇气吗？

"再一次去愛，是幸福的終點，還是另一個錯誤的開始？

愛情沒有保鮮期，婚姻也沒有保固期，
但是這不代表我們不能把握當下的幸福。原來，只要展開雙手，就能擁抱天空，要找到給你幸福的男人，其實不難。

每件事情都有正面和負面，就看你怎麼去平衡他，但是如果你硬要鑽牛角尖的去放大每個小問題，那總有一天會變成大問題。你每天都在擔心害怕未來，那現在又有什麼意義呢？快樂的時候就要放聲大笑，難過的時候在抱頭痛哭就好了。

經過這麼多年這麼多事，現在重要要的是，你要誠實面對你自己的心，那才是真正的勇敢。"

Eternity love? 那只是一个美丽的传说。

Define forever. There's no forever if you're just saying but no action. 

To my future one

I'm writing for my future one, the one I will love forever with no regrets. 

I'm writing this to you because I want you to get to know me...the me before we met, the me before we became us. 

But who are you? where are you? how are you? 

Still uncertainties. 

You might be someone I already knew or someone unknown who is waiting for my coming. You might be single or having a person with you right now. Whoever you are and whatever you are doing now, I hope you are okay cox I know you will come to me somehow. It's just a matter of time. For now, I'm not ready into a  new relationship yet cox you know...just not ready yet...cox i take every relationship seriously..but I hope we wouldn't have to wait for soooo long to be together.For now, I still able to enjoy my single life, still happy cox i still have awesome friends around me. And I know they always here for me. =)

I'm not sure whether if you will read it, but since I have chose you, it simply means I'm comfortable with you and I want to be yours forever. I hope it will be forever. No more fooling around, just be serious. I'm the serious type and I don't want to waste my time just to play with you. Fyi, I used quite a long period just to decide who I should be before getting into the relationship cox i took many factors into considerations. Internal and external wtf. Uncontrollable cox i think alot, far more than you thought. And, I don't care how many person you loved before me cox they have somehow shaped what you have became now. And maybe that's what I love about you, not because of your past. But you better be clean wtf. If you know what I mean. 

I'm not perfect. In fact, I'm pretty much the opposite way. I'm on the way of learning..to be a better person..to be a person you wouldn't want to leave. But you have to know.. I'm hot temper and easily frustrated when things don't go the way I anticipated. I might bite as well. So I can't promise you I will always be kind to you. And I love to sing whenever I can, so please bear with me cox sometimes is very nan ting one wtf. And I love LeeHom cox he's perfect for me so please don't jealous. I still love you thou. And most importantly, my cooking skills is just mehh.....you better know how to cook lah HAHA. Damn, after writing this down, what do you love about me? cox it seems i  have a lot que dian wtf. 

I don't need you to feed me cox I know I have the ability to feed myself and even my family. But...sometimes I still hope you will say you will YANG WO okayy? I will be very happy if you do that. I hope people can see me drown in happiness when I'm with you and tell me you're THE ONE. Also, I hope you are the one who can stay with me no matter what happened. 

You are all I long for.. 

Be my last love, would you? 

Sincerely,
Me

SL

I seriously don't know what you want. You are like a poison, so dangerous yet so... I hope it won't make my life corrupted cox I want to make my life wonderful.

Sincerely,
Single lady

Goodbye

Yes, this is a good bye post. 

And yes, this is about my relationship. 

And yes, if you're reading it, you're shock, so do i. I'm getting over it but till now i cant really accept it really happened. I ever thought of it, but certainly not in this way. 

Yes, we broke up. And it happened months ago. No one knew it when it happened. It was really a hard time for me at that time. If you ever encounter this kind of situation, you'll certainly know how i felt. If you never come across this, you wouldn't know how i really felt cox this feelings is something that I couldn't write in words. It's bitter anyway. Everyplace has our memories so it was kind of hard for me not to think about it. Whenever I step in my room, I see the stuff he bought for me and even the phone I'm using now is also one of my presents from him. The route from home to school, I'll pass by his house and office. And whenever I think of roti canai also remind me of him cox we used to have that for our supper and many many many more. Slowly, i told my friends about it and they gave me almost the same responses. My brother din't even believe it at the first place cox 

'' Wtf? Really? Seriously? Cox you don look sad at all.'' He said. 

Of cox i did cry, I admit okayyy. Who don't when this happened, right? Just that I din't show my emo-ness to you okayyy. But i did show to some friends cox i know they won't ask me anything one. But most of the times, people still see me smiling or even laughing , like nothing happened. =) Frankly speaking, I did persuade him to stay...but last for one day only..still....you still have to accept it no matter how hard it is cox it has happened right? I know, I will somehow get over it. It's just a matter of time. 

We knew each other when we're 10. And now, we're 21. So basically we know each other for 11 years but we became closer in secondary school cox of our seats. My love story is kinda dramatic since secondary sch cox most of the time is complicated. So...yeah...sucks. I hate when the wrong person keep bumping to me cox it cause me to have more fan nao wtf. 

I remember this year was the first time we celebrate valentine day together, i mean physically. But yeah, also the last time. Maybe...fate drew us together and pull us back again. But, I'm here to say, my ex boyfriend is really really a good guy. He has good family background, educated, mature, faithful, devote when he's in love with you, girlfriend is always priority, wont give up on you even when people around oppose, always show his love to you, respect you, not stingy and will give the best to you if he can afford. You feel safe when you're with him cox of the way he thinks and how he treats you. In this relationship, he really show how good he is as a boyfriend and I have to admit that i did not play my role very well like what he did. He accepted me for who I am. I appreciate and grateful for what he had done for me so many years. We once thought our stories have no ending but yea...Thank you. I know you will read this. At least, I've learnt from mistakes.  

Love left us. 

We couldn't get back to what we used to be anymore. We're still friends anyway. 

"We are never ever ever getting back together'' - Taylor Swift

The end.

I do not want anyone to ask me again cox i really don feel like talking about it again and again. 

I'm really glad we're still friends, and all the best to us. =) Thank you, still. =')

Friendsforever.

Omitofo

Lately I couldn't focus in my studies.

Like seriously, cannot concentrate when time is ticking. 

What happened to me? 

Dear Buddha, trusting you to lead a to a better future. 

Omitofo. 

Omitofo. 

Omitofo

Ahhhhhhhhhh~~

Man. I'm depressed. Like seriously. Anyone talk to? Shit on me.

Drenched

I'm drenched in your love

I'm no longer able to hold it back

We din't find each other that often but I wish to see you every minute every second

When you kissed me that day, I kissed you back 

You held me in your arms, I held you back in mine

When i look into your eyes, I feel loved. 

Isit wrong to feel it right? 

But it doesn't seem to matter anymore.


I wonder if you still remember your promises?

Or you are just saying for the sake of making me happy? 

写给那个将来陪我一生一世的人♥

Copy paste. 

每个人都在期待那个将会陪伴自己一生一世的人出现，越早出现越好。那样就少走了几段痴情路了。以下是写给那个将来能陪伴自己一生一世的人。

此文写给那个将来陪我一生一世的人：

1、既然我的选择 —— 是你，就决定这辈子都和你在一起。无论你的贫穷、富贵、英俊与平凡，我看重的只是你的高贵人格特质和对人生的负责任。

2、我不在意你现在一无所有，只要你足够爱我，我可以跟你过平庸日子；因为灵魂的爱可以抵挡一切的诱惑。我不怕长途跋涉，因为我要见你。

3、你在哪里，家就在哪里。如果你决定闯荡世界，我风里雨里陪着你。

4、我们尽量不吵架，虽然我还没见过没吵过架的恋人，但是我尽量、虽然有时会任性，但我不会蛮不讲理，就算我们吵架了，答应我，不要轻易说分手，因为有些话说出了就收不回了…… 如果我先开口说了“分手”两字，请你明白那是因为男女的思维模式的不同，那是我的口是心非，说离开只是想被挽留，只是想让你可以像我在乎你那样在乎我。

5、我不在意你曾经爱过多少人，曾经做过什么，我不会打探你的过去，因为我喜欢的是现在的你，欣赏的是你现在的智慧，过去的就让它过去吧、我只要你在选择了我以后的日子里，好好爱我，这就足够了。

6、我知道外面漂亮的女生有很多，但今天你会选中我——不是因为我的漂亮而是因为我的智慧，我也相信你有这个智慧。永远不要骗我，如果有一天你喜欢上了别的女生，不要瞒着我，我想你会选择她那肯定也是因为她比我更适合你。我讨厌骗我的人、就算那时我会心痛到要死掉，我也不会再缠着你。转身离开，祝你幸福……

7、如果你执意骗我，那请骗我一辈子，直到我生命的最后一天，都让我觉得我是你唯一爱的人。

8、我不是圣人，我也只是凡夫俗子中的一个，我希望你将来辉煌腾达，希望我们不会过艰辛的日子，也希望可以财富自由生活，但是就算不能实现，我依然爱你，只是你要答应我，你永远不会放弃向最好的方向去努力。

9、我希望你能够挣钱养家，但不管你将来一贫如洗还是百万富翁，请都允许我有一份属于自己的事业，小小的一点点就好，当然，我会永远把家庭和照顾你、照顾孩子的责任放在第一位。

10、如果可以的话，我希望拥有一份夫妻的事业，夫妻的事业所透出的相互信任与支持，双方眼神所透出的爱、信任与责任，让彼此感恩一切。当你微笑知足地看着你的另一半，当她（他）骄傲地、满足地看着另一半，那是他（她）成功的动力与兴奋剂，因为这就是精神的支柱、情感内心的富足与感知。

11、我们必须学会沟通，因为只有沟才能通，不沟则不通。所以我们需要共同的学习，共同成长，累积共同的语言，累积共同的爱好……让我们未来成为好伙伴、好朋友、好伴侣。

12、我希望如果可以，时间也允许，你能在家吃早饭，回家吃晚饭，因为我害怕孤孤单单一个人，害怕那种没有家庭气氛的感觉。

13、如果不回家，不管多晚、不管多远，无论多忙，请抽出时间发条信息给我，告诉我——你是平安的，让我安心。不然，我会担心，我会胡思乱想。同样我也会这样去做。

14、有时我还会做错，请你多担待，因为我还不够成熟，有时还会说了一些让你不中听的话，请你多包容，那不是我的本意——那是我想得到你爱的信息。

15、请尊重与孝敬我的亲人，就像我也会去尊重和孝敬你的亲人一样；也请尊重我的朋友，就像我尊重你的朋友一样。

16、请不要吝啬对我说“我爱你”“你是我心里最深的牵挂”之类的话，因为这些话女生听多少遍都听不够。但请你说的时候是真诚的，如果我从你的眼睛里读出了闪烁，那就不要再说了。

17、我不敢说生生世世在一起，因为我没有把握……我只是想在这辈子有限的时间里，每一天，我们都相爱。

18、我是独一无二，无人可替代的。你也是独一无二，今生能在一起全靠一个“缘”字，珍惜几千年前修来的这份缘。只要我们有共同的目标、有共同的愿景，我相信一切皆有可能的。

19、我希望五十年之后，陪在我身边的那个老头子还是你，你还是愿意将我揽在怀里，不嫌弃。

PS：我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手；世界上的好人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

不知自己在十字路口徘徊了许久，等待几年，只感觉那种时光很漫长，漫长的我连呼吸都有了节奏感！一段情，一句问候，我未来的老公你过得好么，这几年去哪里了？别让我等久了！