SL

I seriously don't know what you want. You are like a poison, so dangerous yet so... I hope it won't make my life corrupted cox I want to make my life wonderful.

Sincerely,
Single lady

Goodbye

Yes, this is a good bye post. 

And yes, this is about my relationship. 

And yes, if you're reading it, you're shock, so do i. I'm getting over it but till now i cant really accept it really happened. I ever thought of it, but certainly not in this way. 

Yes, we broke up. And it happened months ago. No one knew it when it happened. It was really a hard time for me at that time. If you ever encounter this kind of situation, you'll certainly know how i felt. If you never come across this, you wouldn't know how i really felt cox this feelings is something that I couldn't write in words. It's bitter anyway. Everyplace has our memories so it was kind of hard for me not to think about it. Whenever I step in my room, I see the stuff he bought for me and even the phone I'm using now is also one of my presents from him. The route from home to school, I'll pass by his house and office. And whenever I think of roti canai also remind me of him cox we used to have that for our supper and many many many more. Slowly, i told my friends about it and they gave me almost the same responses. My brother din't even believe it at the first place cox 

'' Wtf? Really? Seriously? Cox you don look sad at all.'' He said. 

Of cox i did cry, I admit okayyy. Who don't when this happened, right? Just that I din't show my emo-ness to you okayyy. But i did show to some friends cox i know they won't ask me anything one. But most of the times, people still see me smiling or even laughing , like nothing happened. =) Frankly speaking, I did persuade him to stay...but last for one day only..still....you still have to accept it no matter how hard it is cox it has happened right? I know, I will somehow get over it. It's just a matter of time. 

We knew each other when we're 10. And now, we're 21. So basically we know each other for 11 years but we became closer in secondary school cox of our seats. My love story is kinda dramatic since secondary sch cox most of the time is complicated. So...yeah...sucks. I hate when the wrong person keep bumping to me cox it cause me to have more fan nao wtf. 

I remember this year was the first time we celebrate valentine day together, i mean physically. But yeah, also the last time. Maybe...fate drew us together and pull us back again. But, I'm here to say, my ex boyfriend is really really a good guy. He has good family background, educated, mature, faithful, devote when he's in love with you, girlfriend is always priority, wont give up on you even when people around oppose, always show his love to you, respect you, not stingy and will give the best to you if he can afford. You feel safe when you're with him cox of the way he thinks and how he treats you. In this relationship, he really show how good he is as a boyfriend and I have to admit that i did not play my role very well like what he did. He accepted me for who I am. I appreciate and grateful for what he had done for me so many years. We once thought our stories have no ending but yea...Thank you. I know you will read this. At least, I've learnt from mistakes.  

Love left us. 

We couldn't get back to what we used to be anymore. We're still friends anyway. 

"We are never ever ever getting back together'' - Taylor Swift

The end.

I do not want anyone to ask me again cox i really don feel like talking about it again and again. 

I'm really glad we're still friends, and all the best to us. =) Thank you, still. =')

Friendsforever.

Omitofo

Lately I couldn't focus in my studies.

Like seriously, cannot concentrate when time is ticking. 

What happened to me? 

Dear Buddha, trusting you to lead a to a better future. 

Omitofo. 

Omitofo. 

Omitofo

Ahhhhhhhhhh~~

Man. I'm depressed. Like seriously. Anyone talk to? Shit on me.

Drenched

I'm drenched in your love

I'm no longer able to hold it back

We din't find each other that often but I wish to see you every minute every second

When you kissed me that day, I kissed you back 

You held me in your arms, I held you back in mine

When i look into your eyes, I feel loved. 

Isit wrong to feel it right? 

But it doesn't seem to matter anymore.


I wonder if you still remember your promises?

Or you are just saying for the sake of making me happy? 

写给那个将来陪我一生一世的人♥

Copy paste. 

每个人都在期待那个将会陪伴自己一生一世的人出现，越早出现越好。那样就少走了几段痴情路了。以下是写给那个将来能陪伴自己一生一世的人。

此文写给那个将来陪我一生一世的人：

1、既然我的选择 —— 是你，就决定这辈子都和你在一起。无论你的贫穷、富贵、英俊与平凡，我看重的只是你的高贵人格特质和对人生的负责任。

2、我不在意你现在一无所有，只要你足够爱我，我可以跟你过平庸日子；因为灵魂的爱可以抵挡一切的诱惑。我不怕长途跋涉，因为我要见你。

3、你在哪里，家就在哪里。如果你决定闯荡世界，我风里雨里陪着你。

4、我们尽量不吵架，虽然我还没见过没吵过架的恋人，但是我尽量、虽然有时会任性，但我不会蛮不讲理，就算我们吵架了，答应我，不要轻易说分手，因为有些话说出了就收不回了…… 如果我先开口说了“分手”两字，请你明白那是因为男女的思维模式的不同，那是我的口是心非，说离开只是想被挽留，只是想让你可以像我在乎你那样在乎我。

5、我不在意你曾经爱过多少人，曾经做过什么，我不会打探你的过去，因为我喜欢的是现在的你，欣赏的是你现在的智慧，过去的就让它过去吧、我只要你在选择了我以后的日子里，好好爱我，这就足够了。

6、我知道外面漂亮的女生有很多，但今天你会选中我——不是因为我的漂亮而是因为我的智慧，我也相信你有这个智慧。永远不要骗我，如果有一天你喜欢上了别的女生，不要瞒着我，我想你会选择她那肯定也是因为她比我更适合你。我讨厌骗我的人、就算那时我会心痛到要死掉，我也不会再缠着你。转身离开，祝你幸福……

7、如果你执意骗我，那请骗我一辈子，直到我生命的最后一天，都让我觉得我是你唯一爱的人。

8、我不是圣人，我也只是凡夫俗子中的一个，我希望你将来辉煌腾达，希望我们不会过艰辛的日子，也希望可以财富自由生活，但是就算不能实现，我依然爱你，只是你要答应我，你永远不会放弃向最好的方向去努力。

9、我希望你能够挣钱养家，但不管你将来一贫如洗还是百万富翁，请都允许我有一份属于自己的事业，小小的一点点就好，当然，我会永远把家庭和照顾你、照顾孩子的责任放在第一位。

10、如果可以的话，我希望拥有一份夫妻的事业，夫妻的事业所透出的相互信任与支持，双方眼神所透出的爱、信任与责任，让彼此感恩一切。当你微笑知足地看着你的另一半，当她（他）骄傲地、满足地看着另一半，那是他（她）成功的动力与兴奋剂，因为这就是精神的支柱、情感内心的富足与感知。

11、我们必须学会沟通，因为只有沟才能通，不沟则不通。所以我们需要共同的学习，共同成长，累积共同的语言，累积共同的爱好……让我们未来成为好伙伴、好朋友、好伴侣。

12、我希望如果可以，时间也允许，你能在家吃早饭，回家吃晚饭，因为我害怕孤孤单单一个人，害怕那种没有家庭气氛的感觉。

13、如果不回家，不管多晚、不管多远，无论多忙，请抽出时间发条信息给我，告诉我——你是平安的，让我安心。不然，我会担心，我会胡思乱想。同样我也会这样去做。

14、有时我还会做错，请你多担待，因为我还不够成熟，有时还会说了一些让你不中听的话，请你多包容，那不是我的本意——那是我想得到你爱的信息。

15、请尊重与孝敬我的亲人，就像我也会去尊重和孝敬你的亲人一样；也请尊重我的朋友，就像我尊重你的朋友一样。

16、请不要吝啬对我说“我爱你”“你是我心里最深的牵挂”之类的话，因为这些话女生听多少遍都听不够。但请你说的时候是真诚的，如果我从你的眼睛里读出了闪烁，那就不要再说了。

17、我不敢说生生世世在一起，因为我没有把握……我只是想在这辈子有限的时间里，每一天，我们都相爱。

18、我是独一无二，无人可替代的。你也是独一无二，今生能在一起全靠一个“缘”字，珍惜几千年前修来的这份缘。只要我们有共同的目标、有共同的愿景，我相信一切皆有可能的。

19、我希望五十年之后，陪在我身边的那个老头子还是你，你还是愿意将我揽在怀里，不嫌弃。

PS：我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手；世界上的好人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

不知自己在十字路口徘徊了许久，等待几年，只感觉那种时光很漫长，漫长的我连呼吸都有了节奏感！一段情，一句问候，我未来的老公你过得好么，这几年去哪里了？别让我等久了！

Octoberfest

Hi babes. 

Met lots of old friends and new friends in these two months. All awesome.

And this is a happy month for me. Reason? It's October! A month for libra babes. =DD

I thank my family for celebrate my birthday for 3 times? cox initially my mum wanted to throw a birthday party for me but i refuse cox got abit awkward. I don know why cox it's not like weeding ba. and i never ask people to celebrate my birthday for me cox cox i feel super weird thou (i'm shy). LOLOL. BUTTTTT, my friends are always super awesome cox they always surprise me ='))) Thank youuuuuu. Sincerely thank all of youuu from my bottom of my heart, can see how sincere i am or not? lolol.

But I have no pictures for that loh. >_____< Geh.

Also, big congrats to my friends who graduated. ^_____^

20121002

You don't walk into my life if you're not serious. No passing by. Just stay.