Confession

In love.

Sorry, I did not tell anyone till now.

Sorry, I rejected almost ALL the dates. 

I know my friends really beh tahan me. WHY YOU SO HARD TO DATE WTFFFFFFF?!

I din't even know I'll be like that? 

Plus, I don't reply msg. I READ AND FORGET.  I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW, IT'S A BAD HABIT. HAHYYY.

他对我，真的很好。

一直认为没有人比他跟爱我，原来是自己原先看不开。

人生啊~~

我们的终结篇

谁还记得我们说的永远？我们的爱不知何时转成了亲情。四年不长也不短，也许已找不到爱的火花，但你依旧在我心里处在很重要的位置。回忆涌上心头,在脑海里翻阅了我们无数一起度过的日子。你或许不是最好但在我心里无人越级你，因为被你爱过就很难让我觉得有谁比你更爱我了。你说你不后悔那以前疯狂的追求尽管我曾经让你丢尽了颜面。你的低声下气以及你那我不懂的浪漫。或许在别人面前我是表现的很不爱你但我深知对我最好的就是你了。比起每天腻在一起，我更喜欢有我自己的空间。你忙你的，我忙我的，但心是一起的。这些日子，谢谢了。

坐在飞机上的你，一路顺风。

那最后的拥抱依旧温暖也唤起我熟悉的记忆。此别就不知何时再相见，今后各自曲折各自流浪。愿你在哪儿也可以有自己的一片天。

谢谢，那晚依旧美丽。一样的人一样的场景不一样的身份但它终算还可以给我们的故事挂上美丽的句点。

谢谢，我爱吃的寿司。Sakae Sushi

你爱吃的煎饼。

要活的灿烂的我~

有时候我还挺希望你这样对我说。

想听。。。

LOVE

明知道不可能，明知道是个陷阱, 却想狠狠的爱下去。你们试过不？

Men are all like that

A recent song that I love by Kim Jong Kook. :')

''Men are all like that, I wouldn't be any different

I valued you at first and I flew away

I had all of your heart and I flew away

Men are all like that

It seems like I could never catch your heart

But little by little, your heart became to come into my hands

Now I feel burdened when you say you can't live without me

I used to stay up all night, worried that your heart would change

When I opened my eyes, I called you to make sure of your voice

I used to hope that moment last forever''

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当下，永远胜于三心两意。

还有勇气吗？

"再一次去愛，是幸福的終點，還是另一個錯誤的開始？

愛情沒有保鮮期，婚姻也沒有保固期，
但是這不代表我們不能把握當下的幸福。原來，只要展開雙手，就能擁抱天空，要找到給你幸福的男人，其實不難。

每件事情都有正面和負面，就看你怎麼去平衡他，但是如果你硬要鑽牛角尖的去放大每個小問題，那總有一天會變成大問題。你每天都在擔心害怕未來，那現在又有什麼意義呢？快樂的時候就要放聲大笑，難過的時候在抱頭痛哭就好了。

經過這麼多年這麼多事，現在重要要的是，你要誠實面對你自己的心，那才是真正的勇敢。"

Eternity love? 那只是一个美丽的传说。

Define forever. There's no forever if you're just saying but no action. 

Goodbye

Yes, this is a good bye post. 

And yes, this is about my relationship. 

And yes, if you're reading it, you're shock, so do i. I'm getting over it but till now i cant really accept it really happened. I ever thought of it, but certainly not in this way. 

Yes, we broke up. And it happened months ago. No one knew it when it happened. It was really a hard time for me at that time. If you ever encounter this kind of situation, you'll certainly know how i felt. If you never come across this, you wouldn't know how i really felt cox this feelings is something that I couldn't write in words. It's bitter anyway. Everyplace has our memories so it was kind of hard for me not to think about it. Whenever I step in my room, I see the stuff he bought for me and even the phone I'm using now is also one of my presents from him. The route from home to school, I'll pass by his house and office. And whenever I think of roti canai also remind me of him cox we used to have that for our supper and many many many more. Slowly, i told my friends about it and they gave me almost the same responses. My brother din't even believe it at the first place cox 

'' Wtf? Really? Seriously? Cox you don look sad at all.'' He said. 

Of cox i did cry, I admit okayyy. Who don't when this happened, right? Just that I din't show my emo-ness to you okayyy. But i did show to some friends cox i know they won't ask me anything one. But most of the times, people still see me smiling or even laughing , like nothing happened. =) Frankly speaking, I did persuade him to stay...but last for one day only..still....you still have to accept it no matter how hard it is cox it has happened right? I know, I will somehow get over it. It's just a matter of time. 

We knew each other when we're 10. And now, we're 21. So basically we know each other for 11 years but we became closer in secondary school cox of our seats. My love story is kinda dramatic since secondary sch cox most of the time is complicated. So...yeah...sucks. I hate when the wrong person keep bumping to me cox it cause me to have more fan nao wtf. 

I remember this year was the first time we celebrate valentine day together, i mean physically. But yeah, also the last time. Maybe...fate drew us together and pull us back again. But, I'm here to say, my ex boyfriend is really really a good guy. He has good family background, educated, mature, faithful, devote when he's in love with you, girlfriend is always priority, wont give up on you even when people around oppose, always show his love to you, respect you, not stingy and will give the best to you if he can afford. You feel safe when you're with him cox of the way he thinks and how he treats you. In this relationship, he really show how good he is as a boyfriend and I have to admit that i did not play my role very well like what he did. He accepted me for who I am. I appreciate and grateful for what he had done for me so many years. We once thought our stories have no ending but yea...Thank you. I know you will read this. At least, I've learnt from mistakes.  

Love left us. 

We couldn't get back to what we used to be anymore. We're still friends anyway. 

"We are never ever ever getting back together'' - Taylor Swift

The end.

I do not want anyone to ask me again cox i really don feel like talking about it again and again. 

I'm really glad we're still friends, and all the best to us. =) Thank you, still. =')

Friendsforever.

Love in the air

I'm blogging this on mobile! Hello people, Happy Valentine's day to all couples and Happy Tuesday to all singles! This year, I had mine at several places, celebrated happily and I feel loved. Never know he can surprise me!


#1 Outfit of the night

#2 Surprised with one box of loves

#3 Pretty Roses 

#4 One of my fav chocolates!

#5 Love Letter

#6 CarloRino handbag

#7 Love Bear

#8 Buffet Dinner @ Puzzle, Pullman : ''A Celebration of Love"

Fully booked and also saw few #FA friends gathering at there too lol

#9 Reserved table

#10 Dish 1 - Prawns Ribs Beef Vege

#11 Dish 2 - Oyster Crab Potatoes Beef

#12 Mini Egg tarts with different flavour Choco Macaroon 

#13 Puddings Choco Strawberries

#14 Fruits

#15 Mango Mousse

#16 Dragon Fruit with sliced strawberries

SUPERR FULL and stroll at shopping mall after that. ILY babe. 

So how was your Valentine's day? :)