Thanks giving

Things I'm grateful for today. 

1. I'm able to work.

2. I'm able to smile. 

3. I'm able to make new friend. And we found out both of us have same interest. Wheee..

4. I'm thankful and blessed to have the loves one beside me for whole day long. 

5. To have my parent's accompany for breakfast. 

6. To have my favourite food from my love one for dinner.

7. To able to study few pages. Few pages!!! Far better than past few days. At least I study! Jia you thou it's damnnnn hard till I wanna give up. *cries

8. To have someone to pick me from work after 5pm. 

That's what I can think of right now. It's time to sleep. Xoxo. #08102013

Tomorrow will be a better day. 

Confession

In love.

Sorry, I did not tell anyone till now.

Sorry, I rejected almost ALL the dates. 

I know my friends really beh tahan me. WHY YOU SO HARD TO DATE WTFFFFFFF?!

I din't even know I'll be like that? 

Plus, I don't reply msg. I READ AND FORGET.  I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW, IT'S A BAD HABIT. HAHYYY.

他对我，真的很好。

一直认为没有人比他跟爱我，原来是自己原先看不开。

人生啊~~

Work

Hi, I'm back. I wonder if anyone still read this cox it has been months since the last update. Last update as in more than one sentence wtf.

Today. 24th September 2013. 

Oh wow, time flies huh. It's almost the end of month, again. Super sien of my life. Sigh. Like today, I'm awake from a relaxing sleep to the sound of my mum's yelling, 7am. It's a struggle cox I really don want to go, I have no choice but to make myself get out of bed and drag myself to the bathroom. It's almost a ritual now, with no thought really involved. All the while I'm wishing I'm still asleep. 

I don really enjoy my work but I do enjoy once in a while. wtf I'm confused. Working is tiring, it's like doing assignment everyday, or even harder than that. Piles of files on my table and clients to deal with. Job can never be finished T.T 

Girl, be positive. Must not give up!! T___T 

Okay good night. xoxo 

Hello blog. You're not dead yet.......................................................... Too much to update.

Baby I love you

Loving you. 

Please leave if you can't stand me. You don't know me but I know myself well. I'm fussy I'm troublesome I'm a nagger. My dark side? It's more horrible than you thought. 

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through 
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

I'm so happy for you that you found a job at there and continuing master at the same time. You're on the way to be a better person. You're still the same, thoughtful as always. 

原来还是喜欢成熟稳定。还是喜欢听你说话。习惯吧？ 加油〜你可以。今天是520, 去年的今天我们相爱，而今天。。。叹的是时间和地点的作弄。原来想起你，还是有无限的感触。

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day! 

We all love our mummy! 

I think only my mum can stand me. I mean for all the bad habits I have. ;)

That's my mum and me. 20 years ago !! And till now, I'm still sleeping with her wtf. I'm 22 and still not realizing how old I am. 

Oh mum, you're the best. 

 

This year I brought my family and my grandma to Korean restaurant. My fault, they still love Chinese restaurants. Anyway, I can tell how happy my grandma was when I asked her to dine with us. And she had to cancel all of her dates on that night. 外婆，您给我好大的面子啊〜 We all love you. 

学佛，爱佛。孔雀~舞蹈，我享受。:)

Me want!!

I want this too!! :(

Just saying

Pic from Facebook.

I have words to say.

When girls are telling you this, it simply means she's still in love with her ex boyfriend OR she has no interest in you at the moment. (Doesn't apply to all the girls ah) #justsaying

Spark

相识一年多，可相恋的时间多短暂。突然的火花来的快去的也快，难道我们注定擦肩而过？我想我们都是彼此生命中的过路客。只唉我们从朋友到陌生人。

我

如果有时间的允许，我希望你能带我去说走就走的旅行。即使是很短暂也无所谓。可悲的是，在这么多的旅行当中我没法与我爱人同行也没法好好享受我们的二人世界。旅行，人生的享受之一。好累，真想当个公主什么也不做。

Story Behind Your Date Of Birth

STORY BEHIND YOUR DATE OF BIRTH
---------------------------------
If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1....

If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2...

If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3...

If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4...

If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5...

If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r number 6...

If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r number 7...

If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8...

If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9...



Number 1

You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities,Famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.

If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too...

Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children... You are pioneer, independent & original...

Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!



Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. You are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.

Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).

If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, any Artistic business people!

You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or Vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of Your family...You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!

Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!



Number 3

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. So wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others.

Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone's attitude then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others.

Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won't be long.. you will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it's over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow.

You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition

focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!



Number 4

You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power.. Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don't know what to do... So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!!

Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love

in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing... but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs.

But you will take care of your family very well...All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too..

You are radical, patient, persistent,a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order...

Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!



Number 5

You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just chatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks "lets do this". You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times 'coz your popularity..

You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it's your best teacher!!!

Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!


Number 6

Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You don't care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love.

You are lovable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kind of looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family & friends . If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further...

Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5 !!!

Number 7

You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above.

You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life.

Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime.

It's probably the Lord given you all sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue,
ok?

You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!

Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!


Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there's no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say "this is what".
You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life.

The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help others.

Well. once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems

such as : the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents.

You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter!

Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

Number 9

Hey...you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally... You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve whatyou have done, it's always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.

You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.

Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.

Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.

Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.

You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.

You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.

Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

Re: I'm Fine

I saw it. I'm Fine. Keep myself busy like I said. I guess, I really got no time for any relationship at the moment. Friends & Family, dance classes, work and etc already make me got NO TIME FOR MYSELF. I have to keep myself healthy, SERIOUSLY, the greatest wealth one can have. Cox i wan to grow old with the people I love, to travel around the world and to make my dreams come true. I need some time to settle myself down cox everything is still not on the track yet. I'm exhausted. Gimme some pillows, good night.

TELL ME HOW ARE YOUUU. TELL ME WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING ALL THESE WHILE. I'M CLUELESS.

最近好吗？

一天一天的过去，我们也不常联络了。一转眼，单身了也足有半年之久，慢慢习惯了没有你的日子。和往常一样，依旧忙忙碌碌。现在有了一份稳定的工作，但依旧保有临时工。有时候还真是挺累的，不就因为钱嘛，对我好重要呀~ 都是你，以前常听你说的都是大数目，让我都认为这些小钱多渺小。我有好多好多都是需要钱完成的梦想啊~

曾经厌恨自己的不珍惜和不坚持。不知为什么对我越好的人我越不珍惜越想推开，我是怎么了？我想你应该很明白。前因后果，以前你的几十通未接来电和现在遥不可及的来电。以前是这样，现在也是这样。囧~~ 离开你给的一片海洋，现在更是享受在陆地一个人的逍遥自在。

我的心情部落客，那一行一字你还在看吗？

我不害怕拥抱你给的一道伤疤 

我不害怕想起你美好的模样 

再遇见才发现自己 原来已放下 

这样自然地说 最近好吗?

#07 Daddy and Daughter

Just like any ordinary day, the sun rise and shine.

Daddy: Why are you wearing that? Interview isit?

Me: Yes. Wo pa-pa ah T___T

Daddy: Aiya, no need to be scared la. Got pray or not?

Me: Got ahhh.. I bai bai dy this morning. LOL.

Daddy: Buddha bless you! =)

Me: Aha, Bye! 

22th Birthday Celebration

This girl is turning 22. Officially turn into a young lady. No longer single & available cox she's taken! She's in LOVE. Like finally. 

HAHAHAHAHA. wtf. So happy for her la. Taddaaa.. Here she is with her bf! 

Aiseh!!

So this year we celebrated her birthday at 

Pinoy Fiesta Ihaw Ihaw

cox she wanted to try Filipino cuisine. 

Everything went great cox the food is awesome the people also awesome and the environment also awesome. So is VERY AWESOME. LOL. 

Ah chel!!

Miss Yeo & The birthday girl!

Tadaa, the 3 angels at Harvana. HAHAHA wtf. 

Once again, Happy Birthday!! We all love you!! 

我们的终结篇

谁还记得我们说的永远？我们的爱不知何时转成了亲情。四年不长也不短，也许已找不到爱的火花，但你依旧在我心里处在很重要的位置。回忆涌上心头,在脑海里翻阅了我们无数一起度过的日子。你或许不是最好但在我心里无人越级你，因为被你爱过就很难让我觉得有谁比你更爱我了。你说你不后悔那以前疯狂的追求尽管我曾经让你丢尽了颜面。你的低声下气以及你那我不懂的浪漫。或许在别人面前我是表现的很不爱你但我深知对我最好的就是你了。比起每天腻在一起，我更喜欢有我自己的空间。你忙你的，我忙我的，但心是一起的。这些日子，谢谢了。

坐在飞机上的你，一路顺风。

那最后的拥抱依旧温暖也唤起我熟悉的记忆。此别就不知何时再相见，今后各自曲折各自流浪。愿你在哪儿也可以有自己的一片天。

谢谢，那晚依旧美丽。一样的人一样的场景不一样的身份但它终算还可以给我们的故事挂上美丽的句点。

谢谢，我爱吃的寿司。Sakae Sushi

你爱吃的煎饼。

要活的灿烂的我~

That phone call

I guess it's true, isn't? Actually I'm surprised to receive that phone call from you after sooo long. It's been quite some time we din't really talk to each other after that incident. We still saw each other in between but we din't really talk huh. That night, we talked. A heart to heart conversation. I never know you still care about me. You said you feel sorry for me after i broke up with my ex. 

"You ah....."

"Find a better one kay? ..... etc."

You changed your voice tone in that phone call. It's different from the way you usually talk to me. I know and I can see that from your eyes.

Thank you.

那一通电话让我们都释怀了。那错过的遗憾也只能这样，过去的都让它过去吧。有些人一旦错过就不再。祝你也永远幸福~

#06 Daddy & Daughter

16 Feb was dad's birthday.

Me: Dad, here's the pizza! 

Dad: Owhhh, who is going to pay for this huh?

Me: Me me me! Your daughter!! 

Dad: Aisehhh. *touched* I thank Buddha for this! 

Me: Lol, Dadddddd.. I'm always your good daughter. 

The end. 

那天是初七，也是人日，也是老爸生日。祝你永远永远有福气及身体健康！

永远爱你的女儿。

Love you as always Daddy. 

Happy Chinese New Year

Hello. I'm 22!

Old enough? Wtf.

Happy Chinese New Year 2013 babes! 

Love you all muahhhhx! :*

Part of the dishes on Chinese New Year Eve 2013!

#Pullman Hotel #Longisland #Applepie 

#Ohthatsme #xoxo

XOXO Babes!

Love is blind

Maybe... I'm wrong. SO WRONGGGG from some perspectives but i believe i'm right in certain way. 

I don't know what the future holds.

WTF to me. 

Either it will be this way or that way.

Don't know how to explain it, can't really put it into words.

Love is poison. 

Love is blind. 

#05 Daddy and Daughter

On a beautiful evening, both came back from work. 
Dad in the dining room and me right opposite the dining room playing with my laptop.

Dad: *Open the fridge* Hey, can I eat this? 

Me: Huh? What?

Dad: This chocolate ahh.. *Took the choco & wave it to me

Me: Owh. I don't know, it's not mine ah. 

Dad: Huh? Where's your chocolate from Australia?

Me: Huh? Finish already. *Walking to his direction* but you can try this. 

Dad: *Ignoring

Me: .................. Since when you started to eat those snacks ah? I thought you never want to try.

Dad: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Me: -_____________- 

转角遇到爱？

等你确定你爱我才对我说。

Prove to me.

Goodnight

I'm awake in the infinite cold.

Sing to me all the plans that you have for me over again.

Good night.

 

#04 Daddy and daughter

Lying on the sofa in living room.

Dad: Tonight you wash the dishes okay?

Me: Whatttttt? 

Dad: Hahahahahaha. I'm just joking. *walks to the kitchen

I'm a spoiled kid huh. #daddy's princess forever

I'm the stupidest girl in the world

Relationship.

The intimate relationship.

The state of two people being connected.

Again, why is this blog post related to love relationship again huh? 

Sorry, just bear with me, please. Now, I'm not happy about it.

Sorry, my fault. I couldn't handle it well. Pretty much a love failure.

Sorry, i'm always the troublemaker when comes to this. 

I've been thinking whether you might be the one? Idk. Is there any sparks?

Love, shit on you. 

Sorry, I shouldn't compare but I just did. 

I'm the stupidest girl in the world. 

100 truths (Jan 2013 Version)

Decided to re-post this again. 

100 Truths:

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = Plain water

2. Last phone call = My ex wtf

3. Last text message = My ex wtf

4. Last song you listened to = Begin again - Taylor Swift

5. Last time you cried = Cox of relationship prob

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = Yes of cox

7. Been cheated on = Damn!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Why should I regret?

9. Lost someone special = Guess so

10. Been depressed = Yeah. Not anymore huh

11. Been drunk and threw up = Of cox nope. Lol

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. White

14. Black

THIS YEAR (Early 2013) HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes

16. Fallen out of love = Yes

17. Laughed until you cried = No

18. Met someone who changed you = You? Lol

19. Found out who your true friends were = I knew who they are from the start

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Huh. Yeah.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = Yes

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Half

24. Do you have any pets = No

25. Do you want to change your name = Nope. Why should I?

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Went to beach <3 font="">

27. What time did you wake up today = 12pm wtf

28. What were you doing at midnight last night= Watch taxi taxi with bff

30. Last time you saw your Mother = A moment ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Stop meeting idiot guys

32. What are you listening to right now = You were trouble - Taylor Swift

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = Job Interview wtf

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, Blogs & Twitter

36. Where do you want to be right now? = Thailand

37. Nicknames = Mian (Different pronouncation wtf)

38. Relationship Status = Single but complicated wtf

39. Zodiac sign = Libra

40. Male or female? = Female

41. Elementary? = SJK St Paul

42. Middle School = SMK BL

44. Hair color = Black

45. Long or short = Long

46. Height = 156cm wtf so short.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? =  Hmmm, not really thou.

48. What do you like about yourself? = Smart hahahaha wtf I don know.

49. Piercings = Yeah

51. Righty or lefty= Righty~

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = No.

53. First piercing = At the age of 17. 

54. First best friend = Joanne I guess

55. First kiss = 18 wtf.

58. First crush = Someone who has the same surname as me wtf.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nope. On diet

60. Drinking = Plain water

61. I’m about to = go out?

62. Listening to = Diamonds - Rihanna

63. Waiting for = My perfect prince hahaha wtf.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Yes I want I want

65. Get Married? = Yes Of cox. I Don want to be alone >___>

66. Career? = Yes. To be professional or involve in some sort of business. I want to be RICHHHH wtf.

WHICH IS BETTER?:

67. Lips or eyes = Lips? hahaha wtf..

68. Hugs or kisses = Both 

69. Shorter or taller = Taller!!

70. Older or Younger = Younger!!

71. Romantic or = Romantic Romantic!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both

73. Sensitive or loud = Not both

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = Stranger? HAHHHAHH NO!

77. Drank hard liquor = Yeah? 

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Always! *$$

79. Sex on first date = wtf not until now

80. Broken someone’s heart = Yes

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes :(

82. Been arrested = Nope

83. Turned someone down = Yes

84. Cried when someone died = Yes

85. Fallen for a friend = Hahahahaha Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Of cox

87. Miracles = Yes I do

88. Love at first sight = Nope

89. Heaven = Not really

90. Santa Clause = No

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope

92. Angels = Nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Yea

94. Where were you born? = Kuching Normah

95. Did you sing today? = Yes, always. I love to.

96. Ever cheated on somebody? = HAHAHAHAHA.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Secondary sch. The best part of my life.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = No idea

99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody? = Yes I do.

100. Posting this as 100 truths = Yes again I did it.

I'm home!!!

Babes, I'm finally home after traveling for a month. Miss me not? ;)

Been traveling to Australia & west Malaysia. Alone. Brave girl isn't? ;) Not really thou, cox I still have friends around the places I visit to.

Okay, now I'm at home. Super excited cox I saw the one I miss, I mean everything. My family my pillows my bed so excited. And my bro told me I really do have tan skin now, wtf. :( thanks to all the beaches I went to. 对你又爱又恨。

古晋，我回来了。:)

The irony

Reminiscing the past. Forever? The irony. Sigh.

- Baby, I am Leaving and gona miss u alot. Dont think too much. I am always urs and u will be mine forever. I am always here for you. Gona find you tomorrow morning, FaceTime k? Muakz, goodnight and love you. I am gona miss my baby girl. Love you, Lao po. Wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni. -

曾经很爱听你的甜言蜜语。不需多语你就明白了。被你爱过就真的很难觉得别人也那么爱我了。但女孩，你也该醒了吧？外面的世界更美呢〜 你没试过怎知道呢？

我认了...

你曾经很爱我。很爱很爱很爱，爱到让我都无法相信可以有这么一个与我非亲非故的人那么爱我。身边的人都看得很清楚，而我更能感受得到你有多疼爱我。很多时候，你对我的好都让我感动不已。你知不知道你很多时候对我的行为都让我告诉我自己一定要嫁给你？在你身边，我可以很安心也是100%的自己因为我可以打骂你更可以狠狠的咬你因为我知道你不会离开。不知不觉在你面前就变的很野蛮。常常告诉别人你很老人因为你与同年龄的朋友的想法很不一样，我想就是因为这样而让我选择你。我喜欢不说话而静静的听你述说所有你一切，你的家人你的亲戚你的想法你的梦想你的兴趣。常常听见你对你的未来有多大的期许，我真的好开心。我喜欢有知识的人，而你常常有不同方面见解来教导我。我很欣赏你有很美的梦想。我想说，别担心，我相信有一天你可以办得到。

虽然我们在一起好久，而我却不知道你喜欢什么，真是惭愧啊〜 什么食物什么颜色什么饮料我统统不知道。但现在以分开了，什么都不重要了吧？我们的分开只能说是天意弄人。

此刻我的眼泪在眼眶里打转，我认了。下一位，我可不要这样分开了，我伤不起。

Tell me what to do

Should I stay in the same place or step out? Dear Buddha, please tell me. I need you so badly. I'm so confused. I'm so lost. I don't know what should I do. :( Sigh.

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What a beautiful date. :)

But I don believe there's forever.
For me, most of the men are not trustable. A mouth with no action.

:)

Hello.

I need a laptop to update my trip here!

Lazy-Ing at mY's room!