Beginning of December

Freedom, come to me. I think I must be your number 1 stalker.

The Complain Queen

It's been the third week, I stayed at school continuously. Day and night. I feel guilty cox my house is more to a hotel to me for the past few weeks. I went out early and back after 11 at night. And, I feel like puking cox every meal are done outside, so sick of it. I used to complain home food cox it's tasteless but somehow i miss it especially these few weeks. I feel very warm when I finally get back home for dinner (SOOOO happy lolx), few days ago. So, hello future husband, you read this? I want you to cook for me. :P

This final semester is really hard on me cox we did everything like quite last minute. Late submission blah blah blah but the result was surprisingly good. I was like O___O cox we got the highest for some of the assignments. Today, the day that I've waited for has finally come to the end cox I've been working so hard for the final report. I'm glad that our hard work paid off cox overall performance was quite good. But the process is seriously tough cox not all members are doing their work and even if he did, it's partly wrong wtf. Thinking back really make me to roll up my eyes (Sorry, I just couldn't control). Only few members are productive wtf.  For the final presentation, I just don know why I am that nervous and shivering from inside wtf. Trembling hands and sweating palms. I never feel so gan jiong before ahhh. Anyway, it's over & the feedback is kinda good. Buddha loves me. :3

Now pray for my final exam which is on NEXT WEEK. ll___ll Still have 4 days to study all the chapters. KILL ME.   kthxbye. 

How I wish

It's part of the decoration in the spring. So pretty right? 
How I wish to stay longer... 
How I wish....you're here with me and have a twilight night with me. ll_____ll IMY.
How I wish..you never make it so complicated.

Burnout

Literally dead. So many things to do in limited time. When should I suppose to study? I've got to work dance and study! Stressssss~ Can I cope with it?

Men are all like that

A recent song that I love by Kim Jong Kook. :')

''Men are all like that, I wouldn't be any different

I valued you at first and I flew away

I had all of your heart and I flew away

Men are all like that

It seems like I could never catch your heart

But little by little, your heart became to come into my hands

Now I feel burdened when you say you can't live without me

I used to stay up all night, worried that your heart would change

When I opened my eyes, I called you to make sure of your voice

I used to hope that moment last forever''

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当下，永远胜于三心两意。

Sneak peak for Swinburne prom night

Event: Swinburne 2012 Prom Night
Theme: Red Carpet Glamour 

This is the first and also the last time joining the prom by my uni. Seriously not worth it cox the food seriously just ..... not so nice. I just ate few prawns and soup. And the performance... also... LOL. Not gonna comment it. 

Yay! My first friend I first met in Swinburne. Finally get to talk to her after so many years lol. 

My buddy! ;)

Super light make up that you can barely see anything on my face HAHA. 

Me with the Sexyyy.

More pictures to come. To be continued...

还有勇气吗？

"再一次去愛，是幸福的終點，還是另一個錯誤的開始？

愛情沒有保鮮期，婚姻也沒有保固期，
但是這不代表我們不能把握當下的幸福。原來，只要展開雙手，就能擁抱天空，要找到給你幸福的男人，其實不難。

每件事情都有正面和負面，就看你怎麼去平衡他，但是如果你硬要鑽牛角尖的去放大每個小問題，那總有一天會變成大問題。你每天都在擔心害怕未來，那現在又有什麼意義呢？快樂的時候就要放聲大笑，難過的時候在抱頭痛哭就好了。

經過這麼多年這麼多事，現在重要要的是，你要誠實面對你自己的心，那才是真正的勇敢。"

Eternity love? 那只是一个美丽的传说。

Define forever. There's no forever if you're just saying but no action. 

To my future one

I'm writing for my future one, the one I will love forever with no regrets. 

I'm writing this to you because I want you to get to know me...the me before we met, the me before we became us. 

But who are you? where are you? how are you? 

Still uncertainties. 

You might be someone I already knew or someone unknown who is waiting for my coming. You might be single or having a person with you right now. Whoever you are and whatever you are doing now, I hope you are okay cox I know you will come to me somehow. It's just a matter of time. For now, I'm not ready into a  new relationship yet cox you know...just not ready yet...cox i take every relationship seriously..but I hope we wouldn't have to wait for soooo long to be together.For now, I still able to enjoy my single life, still happy cox i still have awesome friends around me. And I know they always here for me. =)

I'm not sure whether if you will read it, but since I have chose you, it simply means I'm comfortable with you and I want to be yours forever. I hope it will be forever. No more fooling around, just be serious. I'm the serious type and I don't want to waste my time just to play with you. Fyi, I used quite a long period just to decide who I should be before getting into the relationship cox i took many factors into considerations. Internal and external wtf. Uncontrollable cox i think alot, far more than you thought. And, I don't care how many person you loved before me cox they have somehow shaped what you have became now. And maybe that's what I love about you, not because of your past. But you better be clean wtf. If you know what I mean. 

I'm not perfect. In fact, I'm pretty much the opposite way. I'm on the way of learning..to be a better person..to be a person you wouldn't want to leave. But you have to know.. I'm hot temper and easily frustrated when things don't go the way I anticipated. I might bite as well. So I can't promise you I will always be kind to you. And I love to sing whenever I can, so please bear with me cox sometimes is very nan ting one wtf. And I love LeeHom cox he's perfect for me so please don't jealous. I still love you thou. And most importantly, my cooking skills is just mehh.....you better know how to cook lah HAHA. Damn, after writing this down, what do you love about me? cox it seems i  have a lot que dian wtf. 

I don't need you to feed me cox I know I have the ability to feed myself and even my family. But...sometimes I still hope you will say you will YANG WO okayy? I will be very happy if you do that. I hope people can see me drown in happiness when I'm with you and tell me you're THE ONE. Also, I hope you are the one who can stay with me no matter what happened. 

You are all I long for.. 

Be my last love, would you? 

Sincerely,
Me